Brenda gave no thought to ever being 30 yeas old because that seemed so long when she came here and she had over 10 years with the man she so deeply loved. Brenda said, “Henry I love you so much you have my permission to end the wonderful life I have had here.” “I want to please you with my suffering. Indian XXX She was concerned about not being spoken to as if she were already dead. Henry put in the plywood poured in some concrete over tha some of the dirt and that continued to fill the trench with dirt all the way to the top and smoothed it there. Henry said, “Brenda you will be making that choice your self.” “I have typed:
Burry alive,
Hang and strangle,
Behead with an axe,
Cut in half by a sword
I have each of these on paper that I cut up and folded each and put them in a hat.”
“Tomorrow you will draw one of these four from the hat and that will determine how you die.” “If you pick Burry alive you lie at the bottom of the ditch and I will burry you.” “I have no idea how long that takes to die.
