As I was manning one of the school offices one day, a friend came up to me and told me I wasted the opportunity and time I was with him. Indian XXX I returned to school miserable. I want to turn back time and redo everything, but we all know that’s not possible. I wish I wasn’t so stupid to cause so much trouble for both of us. I had four years and a chance, but I wasted it all. As if it’s that easy. My desire for him was replaced by anger and hatred and I tried to ruin others’ perception of him with every opportunity. I wished I played my cards right. Honestly, I’d trade all my assets with his to feel wanted even just for a day. During that time, I forced myself to make small talk with him just to hear him speak and have him close to me. That pushed me to become resentful of people in general. I met Matt 3 years ago in a class. I lost him and there’s no way to get him back. I’ve won state and national championships with my wits and skills, but nobody but only a few friends care anyway.
